My friend prayed for me this morning because my level of
frustration was too much to bear on my own
I am writing this without punctuation at the end of
sentences because that’s what waiting feels like So much of what I am doing now
feels like doing then waiting then doing some more without a real end in sight I
know there will be one But when
I have waited for so many things in my life and in this
season it feels like the waiting just goes on and on Many of the people around
me don’t see the waiting because it is held close
Deep
Prayers that long to be answered and the discomfort of
waiting just festers some days and other days there is peace
But not today
Today there is anger in the waiting I write to keep the
bitterness at bay Praying for others in the waiting season brings a reprieve from
my own pain and frustration only to have it return in some crescendo like
holler at Heaven I know waiting transforms exposes releases reveals
Today I’m going for a walk with my dog while I wait some
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